tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-66588308598707548852024-03-05T06:23:12.527-08:00psychoanalysisTCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.comBlogger410125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-86265922022105481012020-05-09T08:04:00.001-07:002020-05-20T20:18:09.605-07:00Psychoanalytic Problems 1927 I was reading an article from Otto Rank from 1927, which is after he left/was kicked out of the orthodoxy. I wanted to share some of his takes on Freud's positions primarily, and some of his ideas secondarily. Through Rank's eyes we can see that there was already a lack of consensus and confusion about psychoanalytic ideas, even when Freud was still alive. Rank is a gifted thinker, who had very much been an insider and worked closely with Freud.<br />
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If we now wanted clearly to demonstrate the problematical points of the psychoanalytic doctrine, then the presupposition would be a systematic presentation of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yn0004507089640" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">psychoanalysis</span> by which one would, so to say, automatically push up against all gaps, obscurities, and uncertainties. But <b>such a systematic presentation with this in view has hitherto not been attempted just because our psychoanalytic <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001k.yp0010110936630" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">knowledge</span> was too incomplete and uncertain. Freud himself has again and again warned us against a too hasty systematization.</b> His and his pupils' work, which helped the psychoanalytic doctrine to further <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0008047204240" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">development</span> and elaboration in describing the advancement of the analytic theory and method, was naturally historical. That is, they pursued definite themes emerging in the investigation up to a certain point to wait for some further connection which sometimes came quite late, sometimes not at all, sometimes finally from an unexpected direction. <b>This empirical method preferred by Freud himself had the advantage that premature systematic presentations were avoided, but the disadvantage that a number of facts had to remain unexplained and could be made intelligible only relatively late in attempting a systematic presentation. </b>Even Freud's recent systematic works on the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001e.yp0001079327030" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ego-psychology</span> are, if we may say so, “empirically “drafted. They <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0011373079650" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">fight</span> shy of embracing the whole of the psychoanalytic doctrine; rather, mostly admittedly, they link on to isolated problems which emerged earlier, and since have found no further explanation. In some of these works Freud himself emphasizes this fact by partly wondering that analysis has not earlier set to work on these pressing problems, partly stating that the final solutions lead to simple facts which one could have found in simpler ways.</div>
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This general contrast between the historical and the systematic ways of presentation which is somehow parallel to the contrast between “empirical “and “speculative, “leads us into the very midst of one of the chief problems of the psychoanalytic investigation itself. I do not want to approach a psychology of the scholar nor the way in which scientific discoveries are made and developed. But it may be mentioned that a number of resistances arise not only from the inflexibility and incidentalness of the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0018787855710" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">material</span> but also from the intellectual and emotional attitude of the investigator. This seems to be one reason why the empirical <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0008047204240" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">development</span> and historical presentation must necessarily alternate from time to time with an attempt at systematic presentation. (1927, p. 2)<br />
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<i>These are important statements. Those who brought academic discourse into psychoanalysis often want to accuse Freud of having a system and a system that is reductionistic at that. It irritates me to think of the dilettantes who made their names in saving psychoanalysis from Freud. </i><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">In the historical viewpoint lie dangers which may become grave theoretically and practically. On the one hand <b>one will always be inclined to overestimate the recent discoveries to the disadvantage of the earlier ones.</b> This, however, makes progress possible for the investigator himself and for the science, but one should not be too dogmatic, otherwise it fails in its purpose. It need hardly be emphasized that a second reversed danger threatens from the conservative tendencies of our attitude to hold on to what is already familiar and assimilated and to defend oneself against all that is new. The only possibility of a real and gradual advance seems to be to receive the new reluctantly in trying to make it compatible with what is already familiar. (ibid., p. 3)</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; text-indent: 0px;">It is the same with the so-called”<b> </b></span><span class="i" style="font-style: italic; text-indent: 0px;"><b>extended concept of sexuality </b>“</span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: 0px;"> which according to my view was unfortunately chosen, and has rightly given rise to the most severe protests. As under the habitual manner of </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0006357211040" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="text-indent: 0px;">speech</span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: 0px;"> something quite definite was already understood by “</span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0004365369450" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="text-indent: 0px;">sexuality</span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: 0px;">, “it must lead to constant misunderstanding if one designates things briefly as sexual which conform to the extended concept of </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0004365369450" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="text-indent: 0px;">sexuality</span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: 0px;">. It was thus necessary to insert the concept of “</span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001l.yp0006482592450" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="text-indent: 0px;">libido</span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: 0px;"> “for this extended concept of </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0004365369450" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="text-indent: 0px;">sexuality</span><span style="background-color: white; text-indent: 0px;">. <b>But it is characteristic that hitherto even in analytic circles, there is no clearness as to the meaning of this concept. Also the Platonic term “Eros, “proposed later by Freud, has not been adopted</b>... </span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;">Similarly it happened to the concept of </span><span class="i" style="font-size: 10pt; font-style: italic; text-indent: 18pt;">repression</span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;">, perhaps the most productive viewpoint of the whole analytic psychology. Here also it became the custom to designate every kind of psychical </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0011147975280" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;">defense</span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;"> as </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0007443847010" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;">repression</span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;">. This led to careless negligence of a theoretical and practical nature. And although Freud himself had explained at the beginning, </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0007443847010" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;">repression</span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;"> is only one of the forms by means of which the ego wards off unpleasant impulses, yet he himself uses almost exclusively the term </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0007443847010" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;">repression </span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;">even where another form of </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0011147975280" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;">defense</span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 18pt;"> is operative and hence another term would be more in place. (p. 7)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times" , serif; font-size: x-small;">With that we come to <b>the two most important concepts of psychoanalysis, the Oedipus and the castration complexes. </b>Here also we see the same fate being accomplished, but perhaps here in the most unfortunate way. This signifies less a criticism than the fact that these concepts could be explained only with advancing knowledge, whereby they were stretched beyond their limit. Psychoanalytic terminology has here only partly shared in the advance beyond these primitive mythological concepts. <b>We need only reflect about the simple state of affairs which Freud originally designated with the term “Oedipus-complex “and which to-day must include everything if it is not to be misunderstood.</b> The exact presentation of this mere change in the concept, which however was no real change but only an expansion, would require a comprehensive systematic presentation of the whole of psychoanalysis. Originally only referring to the simple state of affairs expressed in the Oedipus-myth, the relation of the brothers and sisters was soon attributed to the Oedipus complex. On the other hand Freud attempted to trace the whole later formation of the super-ego back to the Oedipus-complex, whilst one extends the concept in the other direction to a “prenatal Oedipus-situation. “If thus the Oedipus complex finally includes everything in it, then it was certainly easy to explain it as the “nuclear complex of the neuroses... In doing this the Freudian concept of the Oedipus complex proved to be <b>a first rough comprehension of a highly complicated psycho-biological and social state of affairs which needed further analytic illumination. </b>(p. 8)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , "times" , serif; font-size: x-small;">It was the same with the concept of the castration complex—likewise also borrowed from the myth—but originally belonging to the Oedipus stratum. <b>It likewise was expanded in two directions, and at present everything is put in the castration complex, even the Oedipus complex itself, as recently an analytic colleague said to me in private conversation. Besides castration at the (genital) Oedipus stage, it signifies giving up the mother's breast (Starcke), yes, birth (Alexander) whilst Freud himself moreover used it as a synonym for anxiety... </b>(p.9)</span></div>
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TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-57081925662291893052020-02-21T14:39:00.002-08:002020-02-23T07:40:57.874-08:00My first reviewI've been lucky to get some good endorsements for my work, and got my first review a few months ago.<br />
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I was surprised by it. It was angry and seemed to purposely misstate what the book was about.<br />
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The reviewer, Alexandros Chatziagorakis, didn't even state or give a review of the interpretative process at all.<br />
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He begins his plaints with : "<span style="font-family: "cambria"; text-align: justify;">In my opinion, this book appears to have been written without the reader in mind."</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">"In film there is a living unconscious. The subtleties of a disordered personality can be captured, and the conflicts between characters can be enhanced by cinematography to create a felt sense for how powerful or seductive the pain in our relationships can be. Despite the value of articulating this, the aim of this book is to show how a return to Freudian psychoanalysis is capable of giving us much, much more. As one critic of psychoanalytic criticism puts it:</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Psychoanalytic readings purport to show the meaning behind the text that is concealed by its manifest content, but it is not clear that this is what psychoanalytic readings of Hollywood cinema achieve . . . [A]rguably, far from providing an objective code to unlock the real (hidden) meaning of the text, psychoanalytic criticism quite frequently describes what is going on at the surface of it . . . However, if this is the case, the psychoanalytic critic posing as theorist erroneously claims for himself the insight that rightly belongs to the text itself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Allen is skeptical about how much insight psychoanalytic critics bring to a text, as opposed to using the insight on the surface of the text to illustrate one of their theories. Others are not as kind. If literary critics do not dispute the status of psychoanalysis as a coherent model of understanding, many dismiss the applications of it as boring. One sees a character attach a lot of importance to a non-human object and calls it a transitional object; one sees a woman seductively portrayed and calls it the masculine gaze; one finds a triangle with two men and a woman and labels it oedipal. Others search for images or references to penises or feces, and still others do wordplay with the names and places of the text—lending to the impression that psychoanalysis is a silly game for the vulgar or overly erudite." </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">"I would side with Allen in suggesting that the mere description of surface phenomena in the text is simply a game of matching, and that this game leaves the text’s valuable latent content unearthed. However, while Allen takes aim at predominately Lacanian based criticism (Metz, 1982; Mulvey, 1989; Doane, 1991; Žižek, 1992), he does not acknowledge a parallel tradition that does build latent content of psychological significance: the psychoanalytic criticism of the double. Plots of the double, trafficking as they do in repressed psychological content actively represented through double figurations, bypasses what has long been perceived as a failing of the Lacanian analysis of film." </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "cambria";">So, after an introductory chapter that seeks to offer up the "psychoanalytic orientation" and introduces the clinical technique that I will use in the clinical vignettes in order to back up the theory, I go on to review the former criticism that made use of the double. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "cambria";">The reviewer states, "</span><span style="font-family: "cambria";">the book not only lacks a clear aim and focus, but, ironically, there’s not a clear narrative either"</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "cambria";">I state the problem with psychoanalytic criticism as pronounced by a prominent critic, and I then go on to review the existing double criticism in order to show how 'the symptom reading' differs and expands upon it, and then I offer up the process of how the film 'The Lost Boys' inspired the reading, and then I outline the process of applying the reading to other films. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #2d2829; font-family: "times";">"My main interest, along with building on the model of mind in </span><i style="color: #2d2829; font-family: Times;">The Economics of Libido </i><span style="color: #2d2829; font-family: "times";">(2015), is to attract the reader who may have been repelled by psychoanalytic criticism in the past."</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "cambria";">I want to give a coherent model of mind, which has been a major complaint against psychoanalysis, and give a more sophisticated reading to answer the criticism against psychoanalytic criticism. What's difficult about this? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "cambria";">Again, rather than actually explaining my interpretative procedure or analysis of the film, at all, the reviewer suddenly launches into complaining about what I don't do:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "cambria";">If the reviewer had ever published a book before he might know that the company chooses a title to maximize search results for it. My first book had a number of searchable terms in the title while the title I wanted for this one did not. But, I think the title of the book is more dull than misleading in this case. There's nothing in it that would make one expect something so very different than what was delivered.</span></div>
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<span class="i" style="font-style: italic;">Preamble</span>: <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yn0004507089640" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">Psychoanalysis</span> is very familiar with the conceptions of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span> and <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yn0000469822530" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">projection</span>. It is less outspoken about the obvious difference between the mechanism of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span>, and its result: a figure, a phantom existing in us because of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span>. If we identify—and this is always an <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001u.yp0013420666620" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">unconscious</span> act in contradistinction to <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yn0005451837790" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">conscious</span> emulation—with a great man whom we admire, we might identify with his handwriting, the way he walks, clears his throat, smiles and shakes hands. The result is a phantom of the great man living in us. Part of our <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yn0021254895470" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">personality</span> is then expressed in terms of this phantom; people who watch us recognize the phantom and our <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yp0012983181060" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">behavior</span> may make us appear even slightly ridiculous. Our ambition to be as great as our model has chosen the wrong way. The correct way: to acquire the great man's real values, those for which he is admired, and to continue his work, is evidently much more difficult, meaning years of hard work with the possibility of failure because of inefficiency. To erect a phantom of the great man by <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span> is easier. It is accomplished without much pain or strain using the well lubricated machinery of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span>. You wish to equal him? Very difficult, almost impossible, says <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0014605906430" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">reality</span>. Very easy, says the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0010931565630" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">dream</span>; I can do it “in no time”.</div>
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It so happens that this narcissistic wishfulfillment crowds our psychic space with a number of phantoms, all of them results of identifications. They contribute to the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0021397840800" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">structure</span> of our <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yn0021254895470" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">personality</span>, can be integrated and disintegrated. <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001u.yp0013420666620" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">Unconscious</span> tendencies of all kinds exist in us in the form of phantoms. Many of them are well known to <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yn0004507089640" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">psychoanalysis</span> and were given the names of figures of myth and literature. Usually they wear the quite superfluous supplement <span class="i" style="font-style: italic;">complex</span> (<span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0001894379240" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">Oedipus complex</span>, Jehovah <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yn0011849881830" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">complex</span>, etc.).</div>
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This supplement—although universally accepted and very popular <span style="font-size: 10pt;">—is to my mind regrettable. It bestows a sort of scientific dignity upon our phantoms, but it bleeds them by depriving them of their life, their “incarnation” value. No one</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="i" style="font-size: 10pt; font-style: italic;">has</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">an Œdipus</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yn0011849881830" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt;">complex</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">, but everyone</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="i" style="font-size: 10pt; font-style: italic;">is</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">somewhere an Œdipus revolting against fathers (authorities) and longing for mothers. No one has a feminine, a masculine, an</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0016023181090" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt;">inferiority complex</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">, but we impersonate man, woman,</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yp0007842646530" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt;">child</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">, devil and saint, conqueror and vanquished, and not in a vague general sense; we find definite individual phantoms in each case. All the world is a</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0001821354950" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt;">stage</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">not only surrounding us but even more so within. There are phantoms that we have to live up to; there are others whom we fear, others we hate or secretely love. Some of them we consider to be our real self. Some of them must be punished, others cajoled. It is not always easy for the poor “ego” to find his way in such a crowd.</span></div>
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The more primitive <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001u.yp0013420666620" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">unconscious</span> layers in us defend themselves all our life long against the abstractions of civilized <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001l.yp0019468699420" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">language</span> by retranslating them into figures. Beauty and the wish for beauty live in the shape of a secret Venus within, failure in the shape of a kitchen-slavery-Cinderella. Villainy is a witch, virtue is “incorporated” in phantoms of saints. It is not even correct to call this process a translation because our phantoms are incomparably deeper rooted than any abstract conceptions which, as the word so appropriately calls it are abstracted from the phantoms.</div>
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Analyzing the deeper layers means to unearth phantoms—our own creations in the beginning, but later often our tyrants who force us into conflicts. Our conflicts are battles between two or more incompatible phantoms and can be appeased by throwing the searchlight of our mind upon them. I try to show their phantoms to my patients. <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yn0015102990380" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">Psychotherapy</span>, when dealing with abstract conceptions, is in a precarious situation because abstractions cannot be felt and experienced. We experience our world in the shape of figures who, when chased from daylight into the obscure abysses of our soul, turn into phantoms. They become apparent in <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0010931565630" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">dreams</span>, in artistic creations and also in the strange delusions of the psychotic, <span class="i" style="font-style: italic;">e.g.</span> the megalomaniac. The psychotherapist therefore has to do sculpturing of a kind, artistic work which makes his reluctant patients see and understand the phantoms by which they are vexed and which they cannot control because they usually know very little about them.</div>
TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-1171636223236913352018-06-26T13:17:00.003-07:002018-11-08T10:31:53.806-08:00I will have a few new books coming out. This is the first.<a href="https://www.routledge.com/Psychoanalysis-and-Hidden-Narrative-in-Film-Reading-the-Symptom/Pederson/p/book/9781138307148" target="_blank">Psychoanalysis and Hidden Narrative in Film Reading the Symptom</a><br />
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<img src="blob:https://www.blogger.com/3cc8198f-942d-4d1f-83d4-4f894024b835" />TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-78365775914439423332018-02-16T11:03:00.000-08:002018-02-16T11:03:16.813-08:00The Echoism of Major DifferencesFreud uses the narcissism of minor differences to denote how groups who are similar in many ways will get into hostilities over their minor differences.<br />
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I'd like to coin the echoism of major differences to denote how a group can behave like their love or kindness towards others will result in a major difference for others.<br />
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On one listserv that I'm on, people are debating with a psychoanalytic conference should happen in Israel because of this state's mistreatment of Palestinians. To my eye, this is an idealistic view of the effect that the loss of a psychoanalytic conference would have on others.<br />
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Similarly, I saw some people talking about when is the right time for white people to go see the new Black Panther movie so as to not interfere with the enjoyment of black people who are going to enjoy a movie about a black superhero. Do they really think their presence will have such a major impact on black movie goers? <br />
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TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-62229355622676841942017-11-18T13:30:00.003-08:002017-11-18T13:30:25.197-08:00Being "fixed" in early childhood as the precursor of the superegoIt's always amazing to return to a writer like Ferenczi and see that your ideas were already intuited by someone else who just lacked the larger structure picture to make them stick.<br />
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This almost incurable megalomania of mankind is only apparently contravened by these neurotics with whom behind the feverish search for success one at once comes across a feeling of inferiority (Adler), which is well known to the patients themselves. An analysis that reaches to the depths reveals in all such cases that these feelings of inferiority are in no sense something final, an explanation of the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001n.yp0013496709810" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">neurosis</span>, but are themselves the reactions to an exaggerated feeling of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0019667860580" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">omnipotence</span>, to which such patients have become “fixed” in their early <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yn0011849316410" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">childhood</span>, and which has made it impossible for them to adjust themselves to any subsequent renunciation. The manifest seeking for greatness that these people have, however, is only a “<span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yp0015281292550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">return of the repressed</span>,” a hopeless attempt to reach once more, by means of changing the outer world, the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0019667860580" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">omnipotence</span> that originally was enjoyed without effort.</div>
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We can only repeat: All children live in the happy <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yn0003700311030" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">delusion</span> of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0019667860580" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">omnipotence</span>, which at some time or other—even if only in the womb—they really partook of. It depends on their “Daimon” and their “Tyche” whether they preserve the feelings of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0019667860580" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">omnipotence</span> also for later life, and become <span class="i" style="font-style: italic;">Optimists</span>, or whether they go to augment the number of <span class="i" style="font-style: italic;">Pessimists</span>, who never get reconciled to the renunciation of their <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001u.yp0013420666620" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">unconscious</span> irrational wishes, who on the slightest provocation feel themselves insulted or slighted, and who regard themselves as step-children of fate—because they cannot remain her <span class="i" style="font-style: italic;">only</span> or <span class="i" style="font-style: italic;">favourite</span> children. (<b style="font-family: 'times new roman'; text-indent: -24px;">Ferenczi, S.</b><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'times new roman'; text-indent: -24px;"> (1952). First Contributions to Psycho-Analysis, </span><span style="text-indent: 18pt;">pps. 231-2)</span></div>
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There are many forms of aggression related to the breast (which can also be transcribed to the penis). I've been able to corroborate Klein on tearing up the breast into pieces, on sucking it dry and withering it, but I'd like to add another that I've encountered a few times now as popping and deflating it.<br />
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It's strange because it is cartoony, but when a patient is in the throes of anger, they have been able to discharge it through the idea that a person is a skin sack or has no substance or depth to them, and popping them with a pin or small blade will cause them to deflate. In projective identification it also belongs to the idea of increasing one's size and becoming huge ("bigger than an elephant").<br />
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There are also other relations, such as crushing, but I'm not yet sure if they are masculine or feminine.<br />
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<br />TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-26526927426998061502017-10-04T19:33:00.000-07:002017-10-04T19:33:29.547-07:00working with thing presentations and fantasies When a client "projects" out a thing or symbols from the area in which they feel sensation, the first thing is to ascertain if there is a second step.<br />
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In the previous post the balloon on the nails naturally makes you think of the next step, the popping.<br />
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One client projected out the image of a goblin with a metal mask or more precisely a metal covering on his head. The metal sheet is strange and when I asked the patient what is under it he told me that he picture the exposed brain and he was able to "introject" the exposed brain into his own brain and map it onto the sensations of his brain.<br />
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At the point when the image is fully embedded, I ask the if there body wants to do anything with it, or if their mind wants to take them to when this image came into them. Some people's bodies want to process the image but some people feel a mental connection with it.<br />
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Sometimes a whole fantasy is projected out. If this happens you ask them to tell a story that leads to an event. Often the event will be an infantile anxiety situation, but sometimes the fantasy leads to them correcting what is wrong with the parental imagos themselves. Regarding the former, here is an example:<br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial; font-size: 9.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">I ask client to focus on all the people he
felt judged by and to see who registers the strongest for him. He stops the BLS
and tells me that his mother does and tells me that he feels tension in
his shoulders from when he focused on her.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial; font-size: 9.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">I ask him to see if the
sensation there wants to develop (i.e. grow bigger, move somewhere, becoming a
feeling, etc.) and he says that it doesn't. I ask him to project it out (i.e.
if someone or something looks on the outside like this feels inside your
shoulders, what do you picture?). He tells me that he sees a rope bridge. He
elaborates that he pictures himself standing on it and that there are wooden
boards going across ropes on the bottom and ropes running higher to hold. He
also adds that some boards are missing. I ask him to make a story up. He's on
one side and wants to get to the other and there are some boards missing, so I
ask him to tell me what he imagines might happen. He first says, he makes it to
the other side and smiles as if he knows that he's getting away with something.
He then tells me that there's a "big gap" and he has to jump it. I
ask him if he imagines that he makes it or not and he seems coy about the
answer and so I ask him to tell me what would happen if he doesn't. He tells me
that "it's a long way down... and then splat". I
begin BLS and ask him if he focusses more on the fall or the
splat and he says the fall. He stops me and says the fall. He reports that his
shoulders get more tense and he begins to move them around in the chair. I tell
him that the tension relates to the fall and that constriction can often relate
to simple fight and flight impulses. I ask him to picture himself falling and
to get a sense for the tone of the movement. I begin BLS. He tells me that it's
flight and he feels like flailing his arms. I get him to imagine he's falling
and to flail and keep doing it until he feels like the energy is discharged.</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial; font-size: 9.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Client reports that the
tension is diminished but that it's not all gone. I ask him to go in to the
fantasy again, and to again see what his body wants him to do and if there
might not be a different kind of action that might express the
"flight" better. I begin BLS and after client stops me, he reports
that he ended up in the fetal position. He reports that he also imagined
himself hitting the ground, and that it was with a "thud" instead of
a splat. I ask him if he survived it and he casually tells me that he died still.
I ask him to picture the intact corpse and to see if he can picture the
intactness of it and feel it into his shoulders and I begin BLS. He tells me
that it doesn't feel right to do so, but adds that he felt a pin prick of pain
flash in right under his shoulders and that he can feel the tension moving to
his chest. I ask him to focus on the development that wants to happen and
continue BLS. He tells me that the tension grew in his chest but that it just
stopped again. Because of the idiosyncrasy of the rope bridge and the
commonality of phallic and breast symbols that I usually encounter in my work,
I ask him to tell me what the first picture is that comes to mind when he
thinks of rope. He tells me that "big and thick... like in the
movies" comes to mind and adds that "the end is frayed." I ask
him to picture it in his chest and shoulders and see if it feels right in
either place. He tells me that it feels right in his chest and continues to
picture it there, as I continue BLS, and he lets it embed all the way. He
reports that the tension dissolved in his chest and that it moved to his right
bicep. I ask him to stay with it there and see if it wants to get bigger, move,
or has any process in it. He tells me that it stayed the same. </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial; font-size: 9.5pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">I ask client to return to the original memory
of his mother. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He gets into it more now
and talks about how she "threw him away," turned her back on him, and
judged him. He expresses that you might expect your father to turn his back on
you but your mother is never supposed to. She is supposed to be there no matter
what. He focusses on the memory, but this time there is affect there. I ask him
to express it to her from the memory and that if he feels like the words are
not enough, that he needs to act on whatever his body tells him to do. I begin
BLS. When he stops me, he tells me that he expressed his anger, in words, and
that she got angry back at him and said that she was ashamed of him and that he
ended up walking away from her. I am not sure if this is growth, as similar
thoughts have been for others, or whether this is a failure to deal with his
maternal imago. I ask client to watch the scene replay again but to watch it
from the 3rd person ("as if it is in a movie") and to see if his body
has a reaction to it. Client reports he still feels the bicep pain. I ask him
what he thinks of his mother's reaction. He says that she never apologizes,
acts like she is perfect and never makes mistakes, thinks she's better than
other people. He tells me that it's as if "she denies being a drug addict
herself back in the day." I ask him if he ever told her these thoughts and
he says that he has tried but that she "just talks over me." I
explain to him that he has to get her to listen to him and really hear him. I
explain that when she turned her back on him that it hurt him so much that a
part of him became frozen and continues to feel like every other authority in
his life sees him as bad as she does. I tell him that he needs to tell her that
she has hurt him and is carrying this with him. I begin BLS and after a while
he reports that he explained this to her, took accountability for what he had
been doing, and that she admitted that she had been harsh, as a parent, and
that she hadn't been there for him and his siblings like she should have been.
He tells me that the scene ended in a hug. I ask him to focus on this hug and
see if his body has any reactions to it. He tells me that the tension in his
bicep is gone and that he can breathe easier. I continue the BLS and ask him if
there are any other shifts or developments that still need to complete. He
takes a bit of time but then tells me that he's good. I then ask him to focus
on the openness he now feels to tell me if he's ever felt this way before. He
tells me at the birth of his child. I ask him to visualize all the details he
can of the room, the doctor, etc. and to tell me when they have come into him
as much as they can and begin BLS. He laughs during the process but continues
and signals that he's done. I ask him what happened and he tells me that a man
from another hospital room stopped by and said that his little girl "has
lungs on her" (i.e. regarding her crying). <o:p></o:p></span></div>
TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-68378622921075611172017-10-04T18:10:00.001-07:002017-10-04T18:10:11.067-07:00thing presentationsLacan famously said the unconscious is structured like a language.<br />
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Freud did not and talked about thing presentations as being equal to word presentations. Words can become things (visual representations) in dreams and things can become words.<br />
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<b>Freud, S.</b> (1915). The Unconscious. <i>The Standard Edition of the Complete Psychological Works of Sigmund Freud, Volume XIV (1914-1916): On the History of the Psycho-Analytic Movement, Papers on Metapsychology and Other Works</i>, 159-215</div>
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<b>Freud, S.</b> (1917). A Metapsychological Supplement to the Theory of Dreams. <i>The Standard Edition of the Complete Psychological Works of Sigmund Freud, Volume XIV (1914-1916): On the History of the Psycho-Analytic Movement, Papers on Metapsychology and Other Works</i>, 217-235</div>
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The ego is first a body-mind or psyche-soma and it doesn't think in words but in images/pictures/mimesis.<br />
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When one realizes this, then the associations and fantasies one produces with a patient as well as the zones in the body which register the repressed feelings or drives can be worked with somatically.<br />
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Round things (breasts) and long cylindrical things (penises) often show up to correspond to certain body zones and, as Klein pointed out, these things are phantasied as destroyed in various ways.<br />
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But fuller images and also representations of people in action also show up.<br />
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Here's a quick example, but many vignettes from previous posts already have such things in them too:<br />
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I’ve done assertiveness work with client and he reports that
some people in his life have been “shocked” with him saying no. I ask him what’s
going on in his life and he tells me he watched 'The Goonies' and he loves Data.
This develops into a theme of how client identifies as the person in his friend
group who has to have crazy ideas, music, or something to offer the others. He’s
not a full member but a cartoon character of sorts. He can’t just be there and
be a “person” but has to do something. However, as we go further into this
theme he brings up a friend, his “best friend,” who has no job, plays video
games all the time, and would just be alone if it wasn’t for him. I ask him
what he thinks would happen to him if client was no long in his life and he
says that he’d ‘disappear and go off the
grid”. Client goes into how he’s “the charismatic one” and his friend is the
asocial one, and gets into some more particulars of the relationship.
Afterwards I ask client how much this resembles the relationship with his
mother (who he had previously referred to as having been his best friend) and
if he was the asocial one with her. He said that she “tried to make him the
asocial one” but that he would talk and say things “with no filter” and that she’d
often “get butt hurt about it”. He suddenly adds “I talk to much” and “I need
to shut up”. I ask him to focus on this feeling and begin bilateral stimulation (BLS). He registers it in
his heart. I ask him to stay with the feeling and to see if it wants to develop
(get bigger, move, get smaller) and continue the BLS. He feels like it is the
same, so I ask him to project it out. He says it seems like a balloon on a bed
of nails. I ask him to explain and he says that a balloon on a nail will pop it
but when it is “10 nails” then it evens out the pressure and it doesn’t pop. I
ask him to pay attention to this set up and if the balloon just stays there,
resting on the nails, or if anything eventually happens. He stays still and
thinks and then slams his hand down on the desk signaling that the balloon will
be popped. I ask him where his attention goes, to the bed of nails or to the
left overs of the balloon. He says the latter and I ask him to picture the
deflated remnants and to see if they feel right in his heart or chest and begin
BLS. He signals that it feels right and he tells me that as it embeds there,
that it slowly begins stretching across his chest. I tell him to follow the
process to completion and he does. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I ask him what it feels like and he tells me that it reminds
him of when he gets in trouble and how his heart beats really hard. He also
tells me that when he talks with “no filter” that it’s a rush too, and maybe
even talking in general is a rush. We talk about the asocial side of him and
how he used to be quiet but he feared “becoming invisible”. He adds that “being
center of attention is cool” but that part of the issue is that he “doesn’t
like the quiet”. He suddenly switches gears and renames his asocial side the “timid”
side and talks about how as a kid that “even [his] birthdays were never about [him]”
He says that his parents invited over their friends and got drunk. He adds that
his parents friends were his friends and he didn’t have any his age. He adds
poetic phrases like “I don’t like living behind a curtain” and adds the he “doubt[s]
that anyone wants to talk to [him]; [he] just talks to talk”. I ask him to
focus on this feeling and he reports that his stomach feels “empty” I continue
the BLS and he says it is also a little painful and squeamish. I ask him to
imagine that someone sees him from the outside and how they might imagine he
looks and he says “sad” (with nothing else coming to mind). I ask him to put
these into object statements and he says that his grandpa comes to mind. He
tells me about how his grandpa is alone and no one visits him and that its sad.
I ask him to picture his grandpa looking this way and to see if a reaction
shows up in his body. He does so says it feels like “shit/garbage” in his
stomach. I ask him to stay with this feeling and see if it wants to develop. He
says no and I ask him to project it out. He tells me that it looks like an
asshole who is pissed off and screaming. I repeat asshole? He asks me if I know
Alex Jones and explains how he has a red face and begins to do an impression of
him saying that the tap water is making the frogs gay. I ask him to bring it in
and to see where it feels right. He says in the jaw and I continue the BLS. He
tells me his jaw “is straining super hard” and he opens it and I tell him to
stop and just to let the asshole fully embed. He eventually signals that it is
in and then I ask him what his body is doing with it now that it’s in. He tells
me that its being dissolved. I continue the BLS and he then signals that it’s
done. I ask him if there is any sense of well being or relief in his jaw and he
says yes and I ask him when he’s felt like this. He says in high school when he
felt like his opinion counted and he was listened to. He tells me that having
his opinion valued even though he didn’t have a BA was a big deal. I ask him to
let the memory soak in and anchor it. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="font-family: times new roman;"><span style="background-color: white;">T The good ego psychologists, usually the women, such as Annie Reich, at least try to give examples of how they see the superego vs. the pre-phallic-oedipal ego ideal at work.</span></span></div>
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The obvious issue here is that she clearly working with a passive-altruistic man. Instead of seeing this altruism as part of his psychic bisexuality and a relation to the imago with repetitions in current parental-substitutes, she simply indicates that his "high moral standards" evidence a superego. However, his altruistic helping, and inhibition of being in the spotlight, aren't given any intellectual framework and are combined with anxiety and repetition issues that show the relation to imagos.<br />
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A. Reich does point to a "complicated" superego, but as one of the few examples of a superego in contrast to the ego ideal, this example only shows how under conceptualized the masochistic/echoistic/altruistic or passive side of the personality was in ego psychology. Passive was often just lazy, dependent, etc. and the energetic or goal oriented aspect of the passive side was seen as the ethical dimension of the rational chooser....<br />
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<b style="font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: 13.333333015441895px; text-indent: -24px;">Reich, A.</b><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: 13.333333015441895px; text-indent: -24px;"> (1954). Early Identifications as Archaic Elements in the Superego.</span><br />
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The first case is that of a bright and talented young man who came for treatment because of phobic and <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yp0019761794460" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">conversion</span>-hysteric <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0011868560200" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">symptoms</span>.... </div>
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<b>At this point features of a strong paternal <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span> developed</b>, which will be described later. These enabled him to enter a rather normal <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001l.yn0012964446590" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">latency period</span>, characterized by good functioning in school and the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0008047204240" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">development</span> of rich intellectual sublimations.</div>
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With the resumption of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0002024697590" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">masturbation</span> in <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001a.yn0004429492590" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">adolescence</span>, the hypochondria, <b>the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001g.yp0003381516560" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">guilt</span> feeling, the sexual and by this time also social <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016814763690" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">inhibition</span> grew and interfered more and more with his life; until finally, confronted with the demands of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001a.yp0016037527870" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">adult sexuality</span> and adult masculine <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yp0015962066640" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mastery</span> of life, he broke down.</b> He was a brilliant student; but after graduating summa cum laude from Harvard, he became overwhelmed by a feeling of hopeless inferiority and worthlessness. For a period of several years, instead of entering a profession or otherwise preparing a life for himself, he "loaded" on the living-room couch in the parental home, reading voraciously and masturbating abundantly. When he finally began to work, in a field connected with creative artistic production, he could do it only under a very special condition: <b>he had to work anonymously, hardly making a living, acting as a ghost writer for various well-known and recognized friends who gathered laurels and money via his secret production</b>. It was only after a number of years of analysis that he could come into his own.</div>
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<b>The meaning of this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yp0012983181060" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">behavior</span> became clear in analysis. As a boy he had been intensely interested in his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span>'s profession, full of curiosity, reading the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span>'s medical journals at an incredibly early age, obviously eager to step into his shoes and to outdo him.</b> That in his early <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yn0011849316410" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">childhood</span> the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span>'s medical activities were understood as completely sexualized, has already been indicated. But when urged by his family to study medicine, he could not do it, choosing, instead, the sideline of the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span> who as a hobby interested himself in the arts and acted as a patron to a group of struggling artists. <b>Reduced to following this sidetrack, the patient developed considerable talents and made extremely high demands on himself in regard to the level and perfection of his production</b>. However, even this substitute had to be pursued furtively; <b>he had <span style="font-size: 10pt;">to leave the rewards to a</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt;">father</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span></b><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><b>figure. It was as if he could identify with the</b></span><b><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt;">father</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">in his brilliance, but success was reserved for the</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt;">father</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">. He was able to identify with him in</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0013074626040" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt;">relation</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">to effort but not in</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0013074626040" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="font-size: 10pt;">relation</span><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 10pt;">to gratification.</span></b></div>
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After he began to work, his sex life, which thus far had been restricted to <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0002024697590" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">masturbation</span>, also underwent an extension, although not without disturbances. He now could approach girls, but only under special conditions. That is to say, when they were <b>in need of comfort, help, love, he was able to please them—even with his penis</b>. He would then be <b>their rescuer</b> and support; <b>he made love purely "altruistically.</b>" His erective potency was good. It was very important to give the woman an <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yp0010477333870" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">orgasm</span>, but he himself had no sensations whatsoever. To quote his own description of the situation, he had to be "a knight on a white horse, who used his lance only to protect helpless women."<b> Here again, as we can see, he is identified with his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span>, but in a negative way. The <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span>, in the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yp0007842646530" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">child</span>'s view, had lacerated women with his penis-scalpel.</b></div>
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This by no means complete description of the patient's symptomatology and <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yp0012983181060" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">behavior</span> permits us some <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0000314554990" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">insight</span> into his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yn0021254895470" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">personality</span> and <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span> <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0021397840800" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">structure</span>.</div>
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<b>The <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span> </b>of the patient was a <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yn0011849881830" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">complex</span> <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0021397840800" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">structure</span>. Predominant was an <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span> with a strict and punishing <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span> who did not tolerate the son's sexual or aggressive transgressions. From the fifth year on and until the analysis, there existed an intense <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001g.yp0003381516560" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">guilt</span> feeling which came to a peak during the period of "loafing." He felt that he was "a monster, " "a goilem, " "had a rotten core, " "was in constant danger of a <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yp0018233533600" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">breakdown</span> of moral values." This last phrase, of course, was an adult way of expressing his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yp0013670796210" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">concern</span> that warded-off (incestuous) sexual impulses might break through. The "rotten core" came from having eaten something bad, which expressed a sexual wish and the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001g.yp0003381516560" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">guilt</span> reaction against it, clad in <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yp0017552505910" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">pregenital</span> <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001l.yp0019468699420" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">language</span>. The "goilem" and the "monster" represented the danger of breaking out with uncontrolled, sadistic, sexual impulses. At the same time they indicated a feeling of already having been punished for incestuous crime by <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yn0001835728720" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">castration</span>, and of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yn0015659043440" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">being</span> found out.</div>
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This <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span> with the strict <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span> expressed itself in his <b>high moral standards.</b></div>
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The negative side of his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span> <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span> has been mentioned already: where real gratifications are involved, he was forced to resign. <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0004365369450" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">Sexuality</span>, success and money are reserved for the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span>. While the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span> was sadistic, the patient was good. There-by he not only warded off the forbidden <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span> with the sexual <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span>, but he also outdid him. He expected to be preferred by the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span>—by women—for his goodness, in competition with the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span>. But at the same time the knight on the white horse, who used his lance only for healing purposes, is by no means a completely masculine figure: he also wanted to act as a protective, loving <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> equipped with magic powers, who, when the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yp0007842646530" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">child</span> has hurt himself, kisses and blows the pain away. The second meaning of this feature of the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0005160734700" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ideal</span> had become richer in content and detail in the course of time. Already in <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001a.yn0004429492590" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">adolescence</span> there were fantasies about having a house of his own, furnished in the most exquisite taste, in which he as a bachelor received guests for elaborate meals cooked by himself. He wished to surpass the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span>'s more simple tastes in her own field. To be the one who gives and feeds in the most refined way became most desirable. From the direct oral field, this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yn0010700504210" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">fantasy</span> expanded to many others. He wanted to be the one who guided and advised everybody else. He succeeded in creating a large circle of friends. His efforts in their behalf grew into a twenty-four-hour job. He tried to become their "therapist, " to give them money, to advise them in love affairs, to provide jobs, find apartments, arrange trips, procure unobtainable theater tickets, to offer the most important ideas for their creative work, and so on. Here again, as in his work as a ghost writer unknown to the world, he was the creator of other people's fame and <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001h.yn0013344758780" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">happiness</span>. With this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yp0012983181060" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">behavior</span> he lived up to an <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0005160734700" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ideal</span>of an omniscient, all-powerful, all-giving <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span>. Thus the negative <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span> <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span> coincided with this very special form of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span>. He was identifying here with the loving, protecting <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> whose main interest in life was the family's food, health and <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001h.yn0013344758780" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">happiness</span>. Although the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">father</span> was the physician, it was she who doctored the children when they were sick, who was the <span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">helper, while the</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yp0001157120520" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">father</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">was seen as the sadist. This</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0015078184860" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">image</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">of the</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">mother</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">contrasted sharply with the one underlying the patient's hysterical</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0011868560200" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">symptoms</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">in which he identified with the sexual</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">mother</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">, i.e., with a suffering, mistreated, sick and pregnant one.</span></div>
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The <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0015078184860" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">image</span> of the protecting and giving <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> originated before he became involved in his oedipal, sadomasochistic fantasies. Oral and anal patterns, feeding and giving, seemed to predominate. In the foreground was the relationship to the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yp0007842646530" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">child</span>, for whom she could do anything. In view of the long <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001h.yn0016059068310" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">history</span> of oral strivings toward the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yp0017552505910" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">pregenital</span> colorization of the early <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0015078184860" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">image</span> was not surprising.</div>
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Most striking in this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0005160734700" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ideal</span> were the megalomanic traits. The patient felt himself to be omniscient and omnipotent—in the interest of others. Whatever anxieties and feelings of inferiority plagued him, via this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span>, they were undone. His <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yp0012983181060" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">behavior</span> and <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yp0009492907080" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">character</span> pattern had been formed after this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0005160734700" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ideal</span>. Though to a large degree able to live up to the inner <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0007446770570" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">demand</span>, he obviously was not really in a <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yp0000489824390" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">position</span> to accomplish all of these fine tasks. Very gratified for a time to be a member of a large organization that placed all kinds of technical and other facilities at his disposal (e.g., a private telephone line with Washington, etc.), he felt the powers of this organization to be his own. However, this feeling of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yn0015659043440" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">being</span> all-powerful was not confined to such realistic situations. Separated from the support of the organization, he soon developed the same feeling of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0019667860580" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">omnipotence</span> which now surpassed by far his real possibilities of accomplishment.</div>
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On the other hand, the conditions for the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0008047204240" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">development</span> of this feeling could be studied during periods of utter <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001h.yp0006937397970" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">helplessness</span> that occurred after <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0017378833180" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">separation</span> from his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span>. For instance, when after years of clinging to the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> he finally married and moved away from the family home, he felt angry with the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> and the analyst because they did not help to furnish his new home, to find domestic help, to locate a cleaner and a laundry. It was as though without the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> he could neither feed himself nor keep himself clean. Shortly thereafter, he again took over. His home became the center of his circle, and he felt once more as though he were running a private social <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001a.yn0012579328430" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">agency</span>. The process is obvious: after <span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">the loss of the</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0004676559070" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">object</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">, which was seen in a predominantly</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yp0017552505910" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">pregenital</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">light, he identified with it, and with this</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">identification</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">the</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001h.yp0006937397970" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">helplessness</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">changed into</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"> </span><span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001g.yp0018656565240" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800" style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">grandiosity</span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">.</span></div>
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In this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001g.yp0018656565240" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">grandiosity</span>—and this is really my point in presenting this lengthy case <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001h.yn0016059068310" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">history</span>—the otherwise very well-developed faculty of the patient for <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yp0001969899130" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">reality testing</span> and self-evaluation gave way. We are here faced with the narcissistic core of the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span>; here his infantile feeling of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0019667860580" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">omnipotence</span> was preserved or, better still, revived. However, and we shall also find this to be true in the second case I intend to describe, a certain fluidity of the megalomanic feeling was present. What at times was an inner conviction of his own greatness, became at other times an inner <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0007446770570" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">demand</span>, and the differentiation between ego and <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001e.yn0005656557260" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ego ideal</span> were re-established. Thus the megalomanic feeling was transitory. It was contradicted here not only by the ego, that is by the reappearing sense of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0014605906430" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">reality</span>, but by other parts of his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span> which, for instance, caused him to see himself as a "goilem."</div>
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Such conflicts within the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span> are by no means unusual. It has been mentioned before that the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span> is a composition of various elements of identifications. Normally a <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yn0011600698470" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">fusion</span> takes place between these various elements. The failure completely to achieve such a <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001f.yn0011600698470" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">fusion</span> facilitates the changes between megalomanic and deeply self-critical moods.</div>
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One could ask here why this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span> is considered an <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001e.yn0005656557260" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ego ideal</span>. Indeed, to a large degree we are dealing with an ego <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span>. He actually behaved toward his friends as his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> behaved toward him when he was a young <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yp0007842646530" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">child</span>. To this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span>, however, an element was added which was not <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0014605906430" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">reality</span>-syntonic; namely, the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0019667860580" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">omnipotence</span> which is ascribed to the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span>. This early <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0015078184860" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">image</span> of the all-powerful, <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001p.yp0017552505910" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">pregenital</span> and pre-oedipal <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> was used to counteract the terrifying later <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0015078184860" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">image</span> of the sick, suffering, pregnant <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> with whom, as his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0011868560200" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">symptoms</span> proved, he was also identified. When he thus could no longer feel as a man, he could at least identify with the powerful <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> of early <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yn0011849316410" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">childhood</span> and thereby counterbalance his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span> with the castrated one. To serve this defensive need the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother </span><span style="color: grey; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;">was idealized, and very early images of her were used for the purpose.</span></div>
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These very early images of the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> appear to belong to periods of ego immaturity in which clear <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yp0001969899130" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">reality testing</span> and an objective awareness of what the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> really was or did were not yet possible. Furthermore, the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001c.yp0007842646530" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">child</span> cannot yet clearly differentiate between himself and the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0004676559070" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">object</span>. Frustrations may easily be undone by giving up the awareness of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0017378833180" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">separation</span> from an <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0004676559070" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">object</span> and becoming again one with the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0004676559070" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">object</span>. The patient in his longing to identify with the idealized <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span>, could not realistically become like her; i.e., become identified with her in his ego and become as grandiose as he sees her. This must remain a narcissistic <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001d.yp0004718997320" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">desire</span>, an <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001e.yn0005656557260" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ego ideal</span>. The faculty to evaluate himself realistically and to know that he wanted to be like this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0005160734700" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ideal</span>, but that he could not be like it, could easily be abandoned. Magically he could become one with this <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0005160734700" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ideal</span>. He was prone to regress temporarily into those phases where the mere wish already stood for fulfillment. Such periods became noticeable in his <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yp0012983181060" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">behavior</span>when he indulged in bragging and exaggeration about his power and accomplishments. On the other hand, this regressive, megalomanic pattern appeared only as an admixture to his otherwise <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0014605906430" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">reality</span>-syntonic <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001m.yn0010769193550" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">mother</span> <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yp0016277282680" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">identification</span>. It appears that the traces of megalomania in the normal <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span> are based on the regressive revival of the mechanism of flowing together with an idealized <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0004676559070" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">object</span>. It is likely that the clinging to such an <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001e.yn0005656557260" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ego ideal</span> is mostly motivated by defensive needs.</div>
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The fluidity of the differentiation between ego and <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0005160734700" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">ideal</span>, the easy revival of the mechanism of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001u.yp0015001128950" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">undoing</span> the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yp0017378833180" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">separation</span> between self and powerful <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001o.yn0004676559070" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">object</span>, the loss of ability to distinguish wish from fulfillment, the temporary <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001i.yn0009557427430" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">disintegration</span> of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yp0001969899130" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">reality testing</span>, are the decisive characteristics of these primitive structures which I would prefer to call narcissistic "ego ideals" in contrast to the normal <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span>. When in pathologic states, as for instance in manic triumph, a dissolution of the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span> occurs, we may speak of a <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001r.yn0009718260130" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">regression</span> of the <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001s.yn0003128406840" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">superego</span> into more primitive ego ideals. (pps. 224-232)</div>
TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-53750901888674413922017-09-28T06:51:00.000-07:002017-09-28T06:51:20.762-07:00bisexual repressionFreud disavowed psychic bisexuality as the cause of repression 3 times in his work.<br />
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However, when a patient gets back to how he found out that his father was really his adopted father at age 7 and tells you that he was a "little asshole" afterwards and then is able to get in touch with the "lost, hurt boy" that was part of his reaction, what is the way we should conceive of this?<br />
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The feeling of the lost boy "not being protected, cared for, or loved" firmly establishes it's position on the passive and echoistic side of things. The "little asshole" is preoccupied with reminding the adopted father that he isn't the patient's real father and he focus is challenging and defying his authority.<br />
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Again, Freud talks about the importance of the "complete Oedipus complex" (positive and negative) when working with someone, but yet he wanted to ignore the relation between these two sides after a "traumatic" event or narcissistic/echoistic injury occurred....TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-4751390702600843562017-08-09T19:48:00.003-07:002017-08-09T19:48:39.130-07:00passive subject altruism and the primal sceneYou don't want to change!<br />
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An important part of masochistic stuckness is a primal scene.<br />
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The subject altruist tried to help the phallic mother (substitute) and although he or she went to great distances the phallic mother wouldn't change. When they come into therapy, be careful that you don't put in too much effort to be practical with them. They've entered projective identification with the phallic mother and now want others to try with them but won't take help. <br />
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In a similar variation of the proto phase (instead of the deutero) the altruist will frustrate friends and intimates. They will be too busy with other things and the intimate will feel like the altruist is being selfish, like they want to be chosen but the altruist chooses another, and like they are being avoided.<br />
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In altruism there are such subtle little hurts that are passed on to others and its interesting to think about how many therapists coach others when so many of these interactions are repetitions from earlier ego injuries. <br />
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The symbol of the hunchback is masculine and shows up in two ways.<br />
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The OA version is the hunchbacked "servant." He is often described as "solemn," "absent" in affect or aliveness, and there's some sense that "nothing more will ever be [for me]." He has accepted his lot in life as an outsider and beneath others.<br />
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The SE version is the hunchbacked old man. He is "just mean," "always angry," "he takes the toys of kids that end up on his side of the fence," "he holds a grudge," and "hates people before he even knows them."<br />
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In Golem, in the Lord of the Rings, there is a mixture of both. He address others formally and acts in a servile way, but at the same time, he sees them as bad objects, doesn't trust them, and has the wispy hair of the old man.<br />
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Patients that produce these symbols can re-internalize them through their back and shoulders and once they do, they can feel the anger or apathy that goes along with them and it can lead them back to events that have to be processed.<br />
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<br />TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-70199360870036277652017-06-02T06:50:00.001-07:002017-06-02T06:50:10.964-07:00aggression block and affection blockWork in fantasying, active imagination, or in the mind's eye can sound like a game or ineffectual to some people. However, any action done in fantasying is equivalent in intention to acting in the real world. For those who don't understand that thinking is based upon action another indication of the seriousness of this approach is that some patients can't perform certain actions in fantasying. With an echoist, aggression can sometimes feel wrong or even impossible in fantasy. I believe I've posted about this before, but sometimes an animal or non-human must express the aggression the patient feels towards another person. In witnessing the non-human attack the object of anger or hatred the person feels a release.<br />
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This release gives expression to how echoistic empathy and idealization can be so strong that the patient is impotent, avoids conflict of any kind, and is psychologically Christ-like in terms of resisting others. The person is forced to only be able to forgive others for their trespasses or see aggression in the world or from loved ones as being caused by demons or spiritual forces that take over others.<br />
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For some narcissistic, or more precisely, primary narcissistic patients (the echoist above is primary echoistic too), affection is similarly blocked. Even though their family may represent others who are related to the self and therefore don't invoke the same anxiety which non-family does, they don't show affection to family. The family still registers as part of self, but there is a defusion which means that there's ambivalence. Such primary narcissists can also construct cute animals and non-humans that represent affection with which they can identify in order to bypass their affection block.<br />
<br />TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-48312900923835781632017-05-29T08:21:00.002-07:002017-05-29T08:21:44.752-07:00the good, dead object in object altruism and echoism in generalI've mentioned this before under the idea of "ghosting" in sexual relationships. Invariably, the people I have worked with who have ghosted others can always be coaxed into discussing/guessing how the people they have had sex with might feel about them disappearing. There is always the promise or lure of a relationship greater than sex that the ghosted person feels. Their hopes are raised and then dashed and sometimes there are thoughts about whether "the ghost" might have died or been hurt.<br />
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This also works with friendships, of course.<br />
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It's simplistic but between the ego drives (work) and the object drives (love) the synthesis is friendship. Just as the idea of happiness, beauty, and the good will be different, depending on one's economics of libido, so too will friendships bear this stamp. Some will lean more towards sharing pursuits and interests with friends, some will prize humor, some will have a friend who is their ideal, some will berate their friends and direct their own self-criticism upon them, some want friends who are exactly like them and have their tastes and traits, etc.<br />
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A patient can get into how they are flakey and make plans and break them or are always late. Often their friends are the ones that have to deal with this behavior the most.<br />
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As with ghosting, the person is an "exciting object." They are the "life of the party," make things fun, have jokes, humors, or creativity that amuses, inspires, or excites. Of course the expression 'life of the party' invokes its opposite: this party is dead, it is boring, it is not stimulating... <br />
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The ghost often thinks about it as "gift-giving." They have their ideas, their art or music, their jokes or wit, or something that they share with others and which they can also not share. They are in projective identification with the parental imago and you have to get them to speak through their friends raised hopes and disappointment in order to get to the relevant ego injuries and allow them to reverse this repetition.<br />
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One patient was able to speak about how her friends might see her flakiness. They want to be around her, but she is lame, she has good ideas and cuteness and they can't "use her" and enjoy these, they will feel let down. All these can be augmented to ego and object statements : "I want to be with you, but you are lame, I want to keep using you, and you're letting me down." She had two people that came to mind with this. One is more recent and the former was a love interest from a few years ago. However, it's likely that when the relations with these two are explored, that there will be a parental ego injury or "defusion" from earlier in life.<br />
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The "exciting" parental imago which the person assumed in PI is simply another version of "the good" from a different libidinal position.<br />
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Often subject altruist "gift-givers" who help and assist others can get burnt out, feel used, and depressed and they can also become flakey and let friends down.<br />
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The altruists/echoists can often come off as ecstatic, hyper, manic, animated, lively, spazzy, etc. but will then get to the point where they become "dead," empty, have nothing to give,<br />
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Mike Eigen's thought is as wide-ranging as the sky and his storm rolled into this area back in the 90s and he's still has lightning flashes of insight after the article Psychic Deadness. <br />
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THE SENSE OF <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yn0015659043440" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">BEING</span> DEAD has become a popular clinical theme. More people than in the past seek help for feeling dead. Although feeling dead is a central complaint of many individuals, it is not clear where this deadness comes from, or what can be done about it.</div>
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There are many variations of psychic deadness. For some people, deadness does not consume much psychic space. It is a circumscribed counterpole or subtheme in a fuller, richer <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001e.yp0017512081750" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">existence</span>. It comes and goes or nags in the background. At times it becomes prepossessing, and one wonders (with a chill) what one would do if it swallowed <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001e.yp0017512081750" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">existence</span>, if it became all there was. One waits for it to fade and usually it does. It moves along with a variety of moods and states of <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yn0015659043440" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">being</span>.</div>
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Some people have pockets of deadness that are relatively constant. They get used to living with areas of deadness. They wish they were more alive, that life offered more, but they make do with their portion. If life is decent enough, a bit of deadness is not too much to pay for satisfactions. One adapts to <span class="peppopup glosstip" data-direction="southwest" data-docid="zbk.069.0001b.yn0015659043440" data-draggable="true" data-type="sticky" data-width="800">being</span> less than one might be, to feeling less than one might feel. One talks oneself into imagining one is about as happy as one <span class="i" style="font-style: italic;">can</span> be, as happy as one is <span class="i" style="font-style: italic;">going</span> to be. One more or less succeeds in believing oneself, since one fears (rightly) that things could be worse.</div>
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If the active person, with the deep object of perfection, can identify with the perfection of the parental imago to exhibit grandiosity, arrogance, and superiority, we also know that they often can feel inferiority in self-criticism, although this can often be externalized onto others (which is very common with 'dry drunks' in addiction). The passive pole, with the deep object of Death, follows similar suit. Following Eigen, we can have the aliveness, the gift-giving, the over abundance of energy, the ecstatic when the person becomes the parental imago. However, then these people move to the deadness and can't sustain the aliveness any more than the egoist can sustain his superiority or grandiosity. Then there is the further movement when this deadness is projected out. The person talks about the "deadness" of the city or country they live in and how it is so boring, or they talk about other people, ideas, or other aspects of life this way. They can also have general sadness about the state of the world, in the subject altruist variation, and project their deadness out as the coldness of the world and lack of care and lack of love in society, in other people, etc.TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-62198700282521143052017-05-27T08:26:00.000-07:002017-05-27T08:28:40.366-07:00Perfection and Death: the good, dead object<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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"Only the good die young"<br />
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The parental imago of Death for the echoist is tied to a "good object." Good object is so general, because what is good is very different depending on one's libidinal position. However, for the subject altruist, it is the nurturing, pure, kind, and protective parental-substitute.<br />
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It can be an ego injury if the beloved good object dies or leaves, and also if the beloved good object doesn't give one the love or protection that one depends on.<br />
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In projective identification, the people who have assertiveness issues and problems saying no to others have become the good/dead parental imago. They imagine that saying no, or not giving to those in their life who ask for their help will result in those people being angry with them, thinking they are selfish, and not wanting to be close to them any more. Invariably, they experienced these feelings themselves with their parents or parental-substitutes in the past and defended against this injury with PI.<br />
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I can't back this up with clinical data yet, but it seems like the actual death or departure of the good parental imago is what leads to the mania that belongs to the subject altruist. Identification with literal Death/departure seems to go with a compensatory overproduction of energy. Of course this state is also tied to a primitive imago due to its relation to bodily energy (as opposed to relations to others). This mania has powerful sense of merger with the environment and Death is also loss of the boundaries of self. <br />
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I wait for something to happen 3 times before I let myself get excited about formalizing a technique or a concept.<br />
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There are several I've had lately, but I'm saving them for some papers, and haven't put them up. Additionally, confidentiality is an issue. I will change names and details so people can't be identified, but if someone reads their vignette, they would know it was them. I wouldn't want a post to interfere with treatment.<br />
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Anyway, 3 times now, while getting into anger, a patient has felt tensions in his or her forehead and it hasn't increased or decreased, but just held. I ask them to imagine what something or someone would look like if he/she/it looked like their forehead felt (if it looked externally, like they feel internally), and 3 times it has been a male aggressor (and a fourth time I am not yet counting, it was a gargoyle). In each of these times the patient was able to describe in detail the angry look of the person who came out of their forehead and then afterwards they were able to feel the gestures, emotions, physiognomy, etc. map onto their own body and integrate the man (and gargoyle). In each of the cases it resulted in the erasure of their dissociated anger (which shows up when they are backed into a corner or need to protect someone). Otherwise they are echoists and "lovers and not fighters" and the anger in them is wild and not in harmony with their economics of libido.<br />
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I've had the thought that Athena from the head of Zeus is a reversal and that it is really Zeus coming from the head of Athena as it is with these patients.<br />
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While the forehead has held an aggressive, dissociated identity (even if used for protection), the chest is very common for holding representations of other people (children, other adults) that can be angry, sad, and have other feelings.<br />
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The importance of the chest is pushing me to look into respiratory and inhalation papers in classic psychoanalysis.<br />
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I can also say that the shoulders are an important zone and have often been key to mapping on the physiognomy of demons, hunchbacks, bats and other productions from patients.<br />
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<br />TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-88757421068104231732017-05-21T08:08:00.000-07:002017-05-21T08:08:09.761-07:00Adler on belongingDespite his strong advocacy for the aggressive drive and the will to power, that made Freud remark that he had <span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 13pt;">“no
place at all for love” in his theory, Adler does have some interesting passages on belonging and altruism ("the feeling of giving"). </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: 17.33333396911621px;">It is almost like Adler focusses on the ego drives (both active and passive) while Freud emphasized the object drives.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 13pt;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 13pt;">longing for belonging can easily be about longing for love in the romantic relationship</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 13pt;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: 13pt;">striving for perfection can easily be about </span><span style="font-size: 17.33333396911621px;">being</span><span style="font-size: 13pt;"> the sole possessor of the love object, as it is about possessing a good reputation in one's office, field, society, or history.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f4f2f0; color: #152332; font-family: Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">"Since true happiness is inseparable from the feeling of giving, it is clear that a social person is much closer to happiness than the isolated person striving for superiority. Individual Psychology has very clearly pointed out that everyone who is deeply unhappy, the neurotic and the desolate person stem from among those who were deprived in their younger years of being able to develop the feeling of community, the courage, the optimism, and the self-confidence that comes directly from the sense of belonging. This sense of belonging that cannot be denied anyone, against which there are no arguments, can only be won by being involved, by cooperating, and experiencing, and by being useful to others. Out of this emerges a lasting, genuine feeling of worthiness." (From "Individual Psychology," 1926).</span>TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-47952725509016761032017-04-20T05:42:00.001-07:002017-04-20T05:42:38.166-07:00liberals in AmericaI had a post months back on the insight that conservatives in America, as opposed to all other first world nations, have stopped universal healthcare and keep alive the idea that others should die from their choices. "The government shouldn't come in to protect them, the government does everything badly, and better to have people die than to let the government encroach on our lives too much." Also, they don't think it's bad to accuse the government of instituting "death panels" in their design for socialized medicine and project their own intentions onto the government.<br />
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Depending on your character, you either think this is horrible, or you see the "great game," the "contest," and a representation of "spirit" as it manifests in the active pole. From the potlatch in the most primitive political-economies this kind of spirit has been visible and can't be denied by any thinking person...<br />
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But I'm writing because an article appeared on a list I'm on, that I thought was the nice inversion of this. Here we have a liberal who is saying that he and all other liberals have to kill themselves. <br />
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In the final paragraph we get the answer for the left. More love of the Other. Love of the oppressed and downtrodden.<br />
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Instead of understanding the right in order to give them a new contest and game- one that is above mere accumulation of wealth and one that could take no delight in the death of the poor or the conning of the dull- the left doubles down on the oppressed.<br />
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They will kill their egoism and the desire to find whatever happiness they can in the system, and they will rescue mom because dad is bad, and they can't trust that he will do it. If they can't rescue mom, then they will make themselves suffer and understand her suffering until they might get the chance. How can they enjoy themselves when the mother who gave them life is unhappy. This would be a disgrace. <br />
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FIRST 100 DAYS: KILL WHITEY</h1>
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Stephen Sheehi</div>
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Whitey is in the White House. Whitey is in Congress. Whitey is in law enforcement. Whitey is in ours churches, in our synagogues, and yes, in our mosques. Whitey is in the classrooms as readily as the board room. Whitey resides as easily in <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">Newsweek</em> than as in the <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">National Review </em>or <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">Breitbart</em>. Whitey is in New York and Los Angeles as frequently as he is in Scranton and Charleston. Look in the mirror because that is where Whitey is. You and me. We all conjured Whitey to power and now we have to fuckin’ kill Whitey*. But, remember, Whitey does not die. You only kill him in perpetual deaths.</div>
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<strong style="box-sizing: border-box;">The Confederacy Has Won</strong></div>
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Whitey is a vampiric fascist fuck, who is only killed until the next sequel (slavery, Jim Crow South, Reaganomics, the Contract on America, the Neocons, the Trumpocracy). While Whitey is not singular or partisan, we must focus on the Trumpocalypse: Whitey-in-Chief, Team-Whitey, and its deconstructed state, which is the embodiment of the victorious Confederacy.</div>
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Confederacy now dominates Whitey’s Cabinet: Jeff Sessions (AL), Rex Tillerson (TX), Sonny Perdue (GA), Tom Price (GA), Mick Mulvaney (SC), Andrew Puzder (TN), Elaine Chao (married to Mitch McConnell, KY), Rick Perry (TX), Niki Haley (SC) and Linda McMahon, born and raised in North Carolina.</div>
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I hear Whitey, “Stephen, you are playing the regional card. The Orange Scoundrel is a well-known racist and son of a slumlord.” No, I am saying that, if you want to understand the politics of this current regime including the Republican Party, you best look at the history, political discourse, phantasy, and desires of the Confederacy and the South, which especially hinges on the deflecting discourse of “states’ rights.”</div>
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Listen to the language of the Confederacy and understand the afterlives of its burning phantasy in the South. The South is a place where Whitey segregates his own racism and gives self-affirmation to his own liberalism, Whitey’s version of soft power. Whitey’s liberal smugness deafened us to hear “the South will rise again” for what it is: a threat and a disclosure of Whitey’s repressed desire for white supremacy, locked away below the Mason Dickson’s racial unconscious. And while liberal Whitey rolled his eyes at the Stars and Bars (in a discomforting, unconscious fear of disclosure), people of color always held that anxiety of self-knowledge for him. Liberal smugness dampened the full resonance of what is meant by “states’ rights,” which we hear clearly now as the discordance of “deconstructing” the state in order to leave no obstacle (“regulations”) to Whitey’s race privilege and no protection from Whitey’s full psychopathic desire and avarice.</div>
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<strong style="box-sizing: border-box;">How to Kill Whitey</strong></div>
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Whitey is about identification(s). Whitey is about politics and about economics. But Whitey is also about the psyche and the unconscious. Whitey is in us all, no matter what race, class, gender, ethnicity, or sexual orientation. We all harbor Whitey’s desires, Whitey’s love of capital, Whitey’s pathological obsession with individualism. We all are cops. We all want to snitch on the Anarchists, who are either “lawbreakers” or wreck our “kumbaya” by visibly (and bravely) challenging the state’s monopoly on violence. Pacifist and liberal Whitey jumps to delegitimize violence as a political tool because it causes dissonance in Whitey’s unconscious. Liberal Whitey disavows violence. He calls the cops on skateboarders, “looters and pie-throwers” but also on the hooded black teenager who walks at night, Skittles in hand, through our gated communities. Deep down, we know that we are beneficiaries of state violence, capitalist individualism, and racial and class hierarchy, all the while holding our protest signs.</div>
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Yet, while there are many places Whitey resides, we move from the most immediate to eventually arrive at the camouflaged. Right now, Whitey’s most imminent threat is in a white enthnonationalist White House, where unabashed anti-Semites and racists, women-haters, and climate change deniers flash white supremacist signs and talk of states’ rights and alt-facts.</div>
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We kill Whitey by resisting economic models of governance, states’ rights, and the logic of the security state. Do not cooperate. Not with Republicans. Not with Democrats who want to search for “middle” or “common ground” with the “reasonable” opposition. That is Whitey mediating his power. Our weapons, at this point, are only obfuscation, resistance, attrition, organization, and mobilization. Listen to the impossible, to voices that you dismissed as “unreasonable,” as “idealistic,” as not “winnable.” If you are confused by the vertigo of losing power, be quiet, be brave, and listen to that feeling of your falling. That is the world that black and brown people feel from day to day in the United States. That is the feeling of living under occupation by Whitey. But from that space arises a power to resist, to transform. In the free fall, the choice exists to relinquish privilege or identify with it (hence, the terms reactionary or revolutionary). From that space, we exorcise identifications with Whitey by following the seditious love for the Other. We push through Whitey’s vampiric embrace to embrace what you can never understand: the pain of the Other, a pain that Whitey created. Allow yourself to sit with that tension, guilt, and realization of the true topography of White privilege. From that perpetual realization, Whitey will never be safe.</div>
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TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-4352894899831639252017-04-07T05:48:00.005-07:002017-04-07T05:48:47.637-07:00Some more clinical examples in altruism.<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As with the examples of self-sabotage in which you play the consequences of the patient's behavior forward until they build the place that they think they will end up, it's also relevant to build representations from bodily sensations and ask the patient to bring Time to bear upon them.</span><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">Client talks about being a good person who has faith in others and is hopeful, and that he has positive energy. He mentions that others “latch on to him:” both other good people and "users." Users want his help, see that they can gain from him, and hope to get “extra” from him. I tell him that it sounds like he a surplus of, or extra, energy, money, or positivity to spare in his life and people see that in him, but I then ask if he ever feels depleted. He says he can feel “burnt out, like he’s run thin, frustrated, disappointed, and not feel appreciated."</span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="color: #222222;">He spontaneously tells me that he is one of the only employees that comes in to work on his own time </span>and<span style="color: #222222;"> that he does a lot of extra for his boss. Then he tells me how his boss wanted him to come in for more extra hours that he wouldn’t be paid for and that he was pretty frustrated.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I begin EMDR after I hear the anger in his voice about this, and I ask him to feel his bodily responses. He says he feels it in his chest and it grows. I tell him to picture his boss and say all the things he wants to without holding back. He does but then reports that the representation of his boss, in his mind's eye, looks disappointed after he did this.</span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">I ask him to put together the implicit thoughts of the boss's feelings towards him. Client say that he’s disappointed in him, that he used to go that extra mile, and that he used to be better.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I ask him to turn these into ego and object-statements ("I am disappointed in you, you used to go that extra mile and now you don't, you used to be better"), and client says his ex-girlfriend comes up. He explains how she had “invested more” and went the extra mile in the first 6 months but then she didn’t give as much. I ask him to focus on the time that he felt disappointed in her and I begin EMDR, and he feels it again in his chest, but also in his jaw. The sense of it in his jaw grows. He mentions that it feels like he can’t move his jaw and like it’s made of stone. I ask him to take the internal felt sense and say how it might look externally, if a person looked like he felt.<span style="color: black;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Despite my failing to articulate this well, client agrees enthusiastically with this, but says that she doesn't see how much he does.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He says "care more, not take me for granted, not be so selfish or spoiled."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I ask him to put these into ego and object-statements ("I should care more, I took you for granted, I've been selfish and spoiled, I didn't see how much you've done for me...") and he says that his family comes to mind, he names a few people, and I ask him to focus on who sticks out the most. he says his grandmother.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He says that "she stuck by my side my whole life" and "she gave me chance after chance and went above and beyond." "I slapped her in the face."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He says she looks perfect and that she's smiling and he begins crying.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I tell him to picture her and to articulate the remorse he feels and express it to her. I begin EMDR, and he does so.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He then says that she looks angry and disappointed.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He talks about the last time he talked to her and how she hung up the phone on him</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I ask him if it feels true if he says "I deserve to be cut off," and he says it does.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He then adds that he pushed her to the point that she had to cut him off. He then adds that he's not talking to his child nor family. I interpret that he's being like his <span class="il">grandmother</span> is to him, with his family, and that he's like she was with him before, with his girlfriend.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This seems to click for him and I ask him to try to talk to her representation again and tell her what he feels. I begin EMDR.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He says that she forgives hm and she loves him.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I ask him to scan his body to see if he's holding on to anything else. He says that his heart feels different and so does his breath.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He says he feels excitement and love but also just serene.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm not touting this as a cure for the client being able to leave this relationship. There are many parts of the personality involved in connecting a person to their bad situation. This is just one part cleared up and the other parts have to be attended to. </span></div>
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TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-39188918964950087692017-02-20T05:37:00.001-08:002017-02-20T06:07:19.827-08:00Marx on the reactionary Donald Trump<br />
<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: 16px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 16px;">Driven by the contradictory demands of his situation, and being at the same time, like a juggler, under the necessity of keeping the public gaze on himself, [with his promises to make America great again], by springing constant surprises – that is to say, under the necessity of arranging a coup d’état in miniature every day – [Trump] throws the whole bourgeois economy into confusion, violates everything that seemed inviolable to the [the conservatives of the deified, anti-Russian Ronald Regan], makes some tolerant of revolution and makes others lust for it, and produces anarchy in the name of order, while at the same time stripping the entire state machinery of its halo, profaning it and making it at once loathsome and ridiculous. </span><br />
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<span class="s1">The [Trump] dynasty represents not the
revolutionary, but the conservative [worker]; not the [worker] who strikes out
beyond the condition of his social existence, [the factory or mining job], but rather one
who wants to consolidate [these professions]; not the [minimum wage workers] who in alliance with
the [urban youth) want to overthrow the old order through their own energies, but on
the contrary those who, in solid seclusion within this old order, want to see
themselves and their [blue collar jobs] saved and favored by the ghost of the
Empire. It represents not the enlightenment but the superstition of the
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I'm just as tired of PCism...</div>
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I saw <i>La La Land</i>. Ryan Gosling was a bad singer. Emma Stone had some spirit, but he was wooden. I talked to someone about the movie and the first thing they mentioned was that the movie should have had a black lead, and it was cultural appropriation that Gosling's character likes jazz.</div>
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Grow up. Both of you.</div>
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If you care about people then volunteer your time or give money to the poor and downtrodden (whether white, black, or any race or religion).</div>
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It's very convenient that you can police how people speak and complain about our backwards culture, when it doesn't cost you money or any of your luxury.<br />
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The right wants to allow intellectual property rights to that impede science, artistic creation, and seem to value what is "man made" with complete disregard for what isn't shaped, branded, labeled, and copyrighted. <br />
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With Trump there is no clearer example of how money can only go so far, and narcissists often have object altruistic drives to be loved and esteemed in the culture, shown on the news media, or have a public. Money is a potential tool for access to some things, but a culture can harness these drives in people without the reward or mere money.<br />
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As much as their is religious followers, associated with the right, who would block out everything that the bible, or more accurately what their preachers or ideologues tell them is outside of the bible, there are many leftist academics who are no better. They tell me that science is simply one world view among many and all are subject to cultural relativism.<br />
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Similarly, to divide up culture among racial lines that other races shouldn't cross is just as short-sighted, and misplaced as letting scientists copyright their work in genetics. <br />
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I'm all for equality between the sexes, races, and, for our historical moment, different religions. When women earn less, or someone is discriminated against, people should prosecute and protect their rights. However, while 64% of America is white, the idea that the majority of people should feel bad that they watch a movie with two white leads, especially because one likes jazz, can only come from contemptible impulses. There is either guilt about what one's ancestors did which should hardly become the child's "sin," or moral perfectionism that is supposed to make leftist superior to other people.<br />
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If diminishment of the bad feelings or suffering of others is someone's goal, then how can the lead in a movie compare to the suffering found in the hungry, illiterate, the broken homes, the crime filled neighborhoods...? <br />
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TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-46602484339186732822017-02-03T13:31:00.001-08:002017-02-03T13:31:35.955-08:00Electra and AntigoneI haven't been doing much myth work for a while, but I wanted to make a short post on how strongly I have seen the importance of both the electoral and antigonal (?) forms show up in therapy.<br />
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The electral form is straightforward in the object drives: an object egoist finds he or she has been cheated on and both the beloved and the third party are attacked. This attack at the anal level is the double murder that is so prominent in the myth and at the phallic level it's the attack on the reputation of the two. Either their "secret" is put out there to ruin their reputation or depending on the OE, he or she may even spread lies.<br />
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In the antigonal form which is the inverse of the electral form: a subject altruist finds that the beloved convinces others in the community, that one is the disgraced or fallen one and they believe it and look down or judge the subject altruist (to her intense anger). At the anal stage, one patient who was having an affair with a married man that was leaked by a friend found that he threatened her life and that his wife believed the husband, and thought that my patient was crazy and wanted to ruin her life, and my patient feared that she would murder her too. It's almost as if the shameful secret of the love object becomes reversed onto oneself.<br />
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With the subject altruist, who has suppressed or had her egoistic pole arrested in development, there is an inability to hold onto hate and anger. The person can consciously avow the anger from the antigonal complex and even have insight that their resentment is "like swallowing poison oneself and expecting the other person to die."<br />
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There are variations of ego vs. object drive, and active-egoism/active-altruism vs. passive-altruism/passive-egoism that I've mentioned in previous posts. <br />
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For example, I've mentioned before that the SA can be someone who assists who helps another person only to find their complete lack of gratitude or recognition of the help. They are again "the secret".TCPhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11425174804732160737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6658830859870754885.post-60659637725644569322017-01-20T18:48:00.000-08:002017-01-20T18:48:09.159-08:00self-mourningI've mentioned this some time back already, but I was talking to an acquaintance about it today and thought I'd share some of the context I gave her.<br />
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1. I've had patients who are addicts, who didn't have problems with drinking or drugs through their teenage years, and well into their adulthood. Then, they lost a person (or child) who was close to them, and they used every day. Loss of the beloved can become an ego injury that can resonate on such a deep level that the person can wants to through off all of their self-consciousness in order to just exist. <br />
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Expressed through culture, some of these people will literally talk about being angry with God for their loss and feel a rejection of all of His creation along with their rejection of Him.<br />
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2. The ego injury, which is the loss of ideal self, amounts to the person feeling like he "had it all" and, made a decision that resulted in him losing it and with extreme self-loathing, saying things like "what the fuck was I thinking." What he or she had, wasn't necessarily superlative. They were wealthier than average, but nothing special. However, what goes along with the wealth is also the potential for future growth that is imagined, and that they saw themselves as ethically good people too.<br />
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I can't say that I've heard any of them say anything about God, while it's common for patients to bring Him up with their loss in love. A few times, however, they have shared the fantasy that their parents might not be their real parents.<br />
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I have encountered many frustrated, passive-altruistic (OA) “nice
guys” who talk about “finishing last” or who even pretend to themselves that they
could be like the “assholes” who get the women but chose not to. Being a nice
guy can become something that they learn to hate about themselves. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">In groups, if enough object altruists are present, this can turn into woman bashing, although it's a lot different than the subject egoist form. It's not out and out bashing, so much as frustration with women and why they would choose assholes and "be stupid". </span></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">In ego and object drive parallelism, some of them also have resentment in their Bellerophon complex. They used to be ok with their sense of just belonging, but now they want to be stars, famous, or have a great success that is opposed to their inhibited character. Success is like getting a romantic partner and they "trash talk" those who are famous or who have success. </span><br />
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Even though this parallel holds, a more concise example of hatred of the feminine in the ego drives comes with the idea that "women aren't funny" that many OA comedians express. As opposed to the SE blame of women for failures or representing them as evil, as causing their downfall, etc. The OA is able to often be a lot more cutting in their fault finding in women because of their empathy. Some comedians can sublimate this to show the "cute" idiosyncrasies in their wife, for example, but some are a lot more blatant about representing women as inferior.</div>
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